Letters to God

Well Dad...it's funny sometimes how you work and I love you so much for it! Two weeks to the day after my last message I finally managed to wake up in time, stay awake, and actually get out the door of my apartment and walked the 20 min to the church I've been planning to go to.  Was a hot, humid walk, and I was drenched with sweat by the time I got there...not very pleasant way to make a first impression...oops.  And then imagine my surprise when I walk in and who do I see but two of my neighbours, one of which we haven't been on speaking terms for over 6 months due to some hurtful words said on both our parts in relationship to a cat.  LOL.  It's really quite a back story and I'm not going to get into it right now.... except to say it's been weighing on my heart for a long time.  I thought I was respecting her wishes by not talking to her but I think I've concluded it was more my own hurt and hardened heart that was not talking to her.  Anyway, we've

Dear God, It's been a long time since I've felt led to write here.  For whatever reason, I'm feeling a definite longing to tonight... I'm not really sure where our relationship is...probably best described as a work in progress, and likely it always will be able to be described that way.  I feel like I've been kind of lousy at my end of things but have been doing okay with my Bible readings and devotionals. I haven't been to church since Christmas Eve service...and that I pretty much always make sure to go to.  I know it isn't mandatory but it would be nice to meet and fellowship with some others who are like minded. I'm more aware lately of how lonely I feel and yet I still have the hardest of times getting out with people.  I feel like I'm spinning in circles half the time.  I don't feel like I'm making any progress as time goes by...but I know I must be...and I know you've held me up more then once when I didn't think I coul