Dear God, It's been a long time since I've felt led to write here. For whatever reason, I'm feeling a definite longing to tonight... I'm not really sure where our relationship is...probably best described as a work in progress, and likely it always will be able to be described that way. I feel like I've been kind of lousy at my end of things but have been doing okay with my Bible readings and devotionals. I haven't been to church since Christmas Eve service...and that I pretty much always make sure to go to. I know it isn't mandatory but it would be nice to meet and fellowship with some others who are like minded. I'm more aware lately of how lonely I feel and yet I still have the hardest of times getting out with people. I feel like I'm spinning in circles half the time. I don't feel like I'm making any progress as time goes by...but I know I must be...and I know you've held me up more then once when I didn't think I coul